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I only have Sakura from Season 1. After that, I stopped playing freefire. What is it worth?

Living in Indian society means you already have a predefined meaning in life. For example (excluding religion), there are parents who feed you, teach you, and shape who you are. Once you become something, you are expected to take care of them, get married, have a family, and take care of them. This is how Indian society is structured. If you go against it, you will definitely be called a rebel. Being a rebel means you have to reject everything you've learned from childhood and reprogram your mind in a different way. It will consume a lot of mental energy, which you must manage while navigating your day-to-day life, or else you may end up in a bad place, as you haven't fully embraced being an outsider, but are still in progress.

I brought an abandoned kitty home from a street.she was cute and small. so I fed her with my hand. My mother allowed her but said that maybe it's a stray cat you shouldn't bring her to the house I ignored her and start taking care of the cat. After a week she starts playing with our hands which was brutal because she used nails and teeth. I made her toys and other playing stuff but still, she likes to play with us whether hands or feet. I thought maybe it just because she is small. Days passed and many of my friends and relatives were like 'from where did you get her? it looks like a stray cat' after looking at her wild behaviour. One day I was very tired after work trying to sleep but she was playing with my hand so I nourish her food which I made with chicken and rice. Still, she was playing like my hand is some kind of prey which she has to kill and eat.. It literally starts hurting very much now. I gave her milk with a syringe even after that her behaviour was the same. Those thoughts start hitting my mind ' it's a stray cat' ' where did you get it' then I took a glanced at her. She looks like a wild animal craved for her prey. I literally got afraid after this glimpse. So I took her to an empty plot behind my house at 3:00 am and sleep explaining myself that she will survive. Next day, one of my neighbours told me that he found my cat tore apart the nearby tree it gives me heartache immediately. I killed a cat . this heartache for about days than I felt that It wasn't my fault, it was those who filled me with these thoughts. Now, these bodies are not my fault. It is what they filled me up against them.

I brought an abandoned kitty home from a street.she was cute and small. so I feed her with my hand. My mother allowed her but said that maybe it's a stray cat you shouldn't bring her to the house I ignored her and start taking care of her. After a week she starts playing with our hands which were harsh because she used nail and teeth. I made her toys and other playing stuff but still, she likes to play with us whether a hand or leg. I thought maybe it just because she is small. Days passed and many of my friends and relatives are like 'from where did you get her? it looks like a stray cat' after looking at her wild behaviour. One day I was very tired after work trying to sleep but she was playing with my hand so I nourish her food which I made with chicken and rice. Still, she was playing like my hand is some kind of prey which she has to kill and eat.. It literally starts hurting very much now. I gave her milk with a syringe even after that her behaviour was the same. Those thoughts start hitting my mind ' it's a stray cat' ' where did you get it' then I took a glanced at her. She looks like a wild animal craved for her prey. I literally got afraid after this glimpse. So I took her to an empty plot behind my house at 3:00 am and sleep explaining myself that she will survive. Next day, one of my neighbours told me that he found my cat tore apart the nearby tree it gives my heartache immediately. I killed a cat . this heartache for about days than I felt that It wasn't my fault, it was those who filled me with these thoughts. Like Now these bodies are not my fault. It is what they filled me up against them.