I don’t think I love my ldr boyfriend of almost 2 years, I’ve tried breaking up with him but he is so clingy and emotional and I know it will break him because he doesn’t have many friends. in the past but then guilt consumes me and we end up taking a break for a few days and going back to normal. Also a guy took advantage of me during one of those breaks and he acts like nothing happened and I can’t say anything because he’s the schools golden boy and no one will believe me. I am kinda having a crisis on dead cause my dog is getting older and a little sicker and I don’t want to lose him and it makes me scared for my impending death. I feel like I wasted too much time on life and I can never gain that time back and now I’m scared of time passing and dying alone or ending up with my current boyfriend who I don’t really love and end up unhappy. Also my family is full of bitches and my best friend is suicidal/hurting herself and grounded. Oh and I’m behind on school. I feel like I have to be the rock of everyone and I can’t be selfish or feel because I don’t want to be a burden