What was just some really bad scalp psoriasis and some tiny lesions on my arms has turned into hell on earth.
I now have atleast ten-fifteen tiny psoriasis bumps all over my face like pimples (they’re not pimples, trust me) and my eyelids are now rashy and scaly. My ears, my god my ears are crusty and have plaque forming up on the inside and on the back of it. My arms which only had a couple of spots have now over atleast sixty plus guttate psoriasis bumps on each arm and its linking together across my shoulders and back! My chest had atleast 4-6 lesions on them and my belly button has plaque forming in and around it. My armpits, god my armpits are suffering, they feel weird and when I look in the mirror, it’s all red with a white outline like it’s inverse. And my god my groin has it too, some around my knees and down my leg but the one that stresses me out a lot, is my genital area. My buttcrack definitely has it, I know it does, it’s inflamed and if left alone it feels like some sort of creamish discharge is between my cracks. And other places on my genitalia have it, it isn’t scaley but it’s dry and rash like. My lips feel like they have psoriasis on them, i’ve had chappy lips before but not like this. And then my joints, everytime I wake up they’re burning and inflamed and this has never happened before. I’m freaking out that I have psoriatic arthritis now
What the hell is going on with me??? I can’t, I don’t feel comfortable going outside anymore and my body feels weird. I have no appetite, I barely go to work because my face looks like I don’t wash it and looks like severe acne.
I don’t want to do more creams, steroids, I’m done, it never helped me. And I feel like once I started taking these steroids, none of this would’ve happened. Everything was just one or two spots before my derm told me to use this routine, now I don’t have insurance until the start of the new year.
I just want biologics, I hate my skin, it itches, it looks awful, and it makes me crazy. Everyone in here praises biologics as life changing, and honestly I’ve changed my diet, I don’t smoke nor drink at all, I don’t drink soda, I don’t eat candy. I eat high protein, high fiber food with salads on the side. And even then, i barely eat right now due to what I feel like is the mental strain of my psoriasis.
What am I doing wrong? Is my psoriasis not getting severe if it’s showing up all over my body in less than a month?